“Sexy Betch ; Fxcktards -”

June 2010 July 2010 August 2010

Hi guys ,

I jst don't know why everyone's asking me why i emo today :/ .
Well just so you know , i've had eanough of all you people .
whats wrong with me ???? why dont u ask urself that question ,
DUH , I KNOW NO ONES PERFECT , but yet ? people can change with the extra effort .
And people can do wonders , it just makes me upset that people don't think about wht could happen anymore !

I seriously wanna cry to the max , sadly i can't do that . As Daniel advised me lastnight , not to cry because its not worth the time , but just go pray and sleep :l Well after reading that , i did cry alittle because i was touched , and then i went to sleep :l

i cant stand everything dat happens everyone around me , idk when i cared so much abt this kind of thing bt its bugging me so badly . I just wnt 2 cry . i think i rli am going INSANEE . i've got no shoulder 2 cry on , juz my pillow .
Th fact that i have people i call friends tht cant even support me YET tease me when im having a bad time . The fat i have people 24/7 of the day comparing themselfs to each other , and then critisizing and bullying with foul language , should this even be how it should be ? and this is only the two situations that disturb me ...
Why ? all situations lead to the questio - WHY ?! :/ .
So , tell me why ?


- say goodbye to the old me :/

With Love ,
Varshini.

Yupps , as the cheerleader's saw me smking @ the park on Friday ,
I've to apologise to all of you ,
Adina - stfu .
the rest , im sorry that u had to see me in that condition .
Seriously .

Love all of you ,
Varshini .

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with her, I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
What is it about that person next to you, did she make you cry?
Baby ,can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this

Goodbye .

With love ;
Varshini :l

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chong mal mianae .





Love ,
Varshini :l

Hello .
Sorry neever blog .
Hvent been in the mood lately .
Pretty upset & confused.

Signing off.
Bye :l

Hi people !

I've just got back from genting :/ . A OKAY trip . Lets just say , its okay cause , its not the best . So got there & dad wanted to take the cable car up . soooo , okay , not knowing how high it would be , i blindly didnt mind . so going up , i gt so scared & nearly wanted to vomit while mum and dad started making fun ._. , can well , i just couldnt take it , so i started tearing abit . but its okay , went there .. walk walk , had lunch .. at ichiban ramen :) while parents had chinese cuisine and then went to & baught my wallet :)) . Dad went casino while me & mum went to the CC . DAMN boring there , so like one hour wasted there . then decided to go home :)) , hahaha then in the car , dad closed the door & then he wanted to look out , sooo , he accidently hit his head on the car window and he was like "ALAMAK , forgot the window close " , then i couldnt stop laughing till i started tearing :X . OKOK , then on the way down , the roads were so winedy & i started feeling nauseous with dads driving :P , FINALLY reached home , sms-ed Prasath & Kesavan :) then had a bath & now online :)) . Wonder whats for dinner ! :)) I guess thats all for today !

Have Fun Guys ; Its HOLIDAYYYY !!!!

Loves ;
Varshi :)

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars ;
I could really use a wish right now ; //


Hey guys , Whats up ?
Holidays have been uber boring yo' !! There's like NOTHING to do ! Gee , i wanna go back to school :( . Haha , i got my freak on yesterday night . Just felt so good CLEANING my room & bathroom xD , did that till it was sparkly cleannn :DD .
Nothing much happen-ed after that , Lol . Hmm . I guess thats it :)


Bye byes XD
Muacks ,

Loves ,
Varshini .